He felt quiet, attempting to recall. The attempt quickly turned distressing as he now remembered two separate instances of it.
"The first time.." Working to focus on just one, as though the other didn't exist yet. "I awoke beneath the waves. Marina told me I'd been down there for months. Three, I think? After-" Eleven shook his head.
"But I don't remember her saying I'd gone from the world. I was only.. ah, recovering under her care during that time." But he hadn't actually died; just.. come worryingly close.
"The second time I went back- most recently- I don't recall that anyone said anything about it." That, he was reasonably certain of, now. "And this time, no one else should know what is happening, so I don't think they'll notice at all."
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"The first time.." Working to focus on just one, as though the other didn't exist yet. "I awoke beneath the waves. Marina told me I'd been down there for months. Three, I think? After-" Eleven shook his head.
"But I don't remember her saying I'd gone from the world. I was only.. ah, recovering under her care during that time." But he hadn't actually died; just.. come worryingly close.
"The second time I went back- most recently- I don't recall that anyone said anything about it." That, he was reasonably certain of, now. "And this time, no one else should know what is happening, so I don't think they'll notice at all."